Friday, March 02, 2007

This is my head exploding from the weight of the thoughts inside

http://www.ifilm.com/video/2826550

Vincent Price was an actor who played in a lot of thriller movies. Never heard of him before but whatever. Did anyone see this movie before? My god, what an emo kid. Sorry for the subtitles btw, couldn't find a non subtitled version.



<3 Disco Ensemble. they didnt have this is my head exploding -_-. It was this, We Might Fall Apart or Black Euro. I actually wanted This Is My Head Exploding, I love the lyrics of that song.
"This is my head exploding from the weight of the thoughts inside
These are my thoughts escaping through the ventilation-shaft
Though my words weight a ton they can hardly ever come out right
This is an emergency call 'cause my head explodes tonight"



Plain White T's... first song I've heard of them (today that is). I thought it was another song (some dance trance song, or however you wanna lable it), clicked, listened and liked. So..Take Me Away.



Jesus of Suburbia. It has been playing in my head all day. Is everything in life random, or is there a reason for everything?

I won't talk about today. My words will get twisted and misinterpret anyway, it's not worth it. I'll probably quit arguing, it is useless,pointless,stupid and even ridiculous.

I was planning on finishing the drawing and posting the story, I've written a while ago, today. But I got no motivation for it. Fuck it.
I might post a blogpost over shit in my life and my view on my life soon, but I might as well say fuck it to that too. I'm not the one acting victim. I'm not the one you need to feel sorry for, I don't need that. So fuck that.
Damn I wish I could play guitar. I would have played+made noise all afternoon. I've heard this short track of Trohman playing an acoustic guitar. It sounded so awesome. Made me wanna play guitar. But I can't, so fuck that too.

That's all for today. I need to get way more sleep, I'm freezing my butt off & I'm hungry as hell atm, so I'll see if I can get some food and go read Catcher In The Rye or write in my diary (always fun when you think too much) cause I can't sleep now anyway.



Stéphanie.

3 comments:

Maxi-Taxi? said...

And some huge meteor is like, "Well fuck that."
The many fucks in your post reminded me of it.

Haha I like the dog's name.
When was the video made? And your right, he's such an emo kid. Ahh they keep getting younger, this Vincent was only 7!

Were you listening to Longview when you said "but I have no motivation"...?

Stéphanie said...

no, wasnt listening to it, but when I wrote it the song started playing in my head ^^ . The video is way old. 1990's or maybe even 1980's, can't really remember.

Maxi-Taxi? said...

In that case, emo's are getting older. Uh-oh, vergrijzing. Straks hebben we bejaarde emo's O__o