Oh what a beautiful day, I wanna go outside and play

Actually, the weather sucked today, I just love that song. A post about my day, a rare thing for my blog, but I feel like writing… Ok today they there were nice/happy things and stupid/ annoying ones. I’ll try to keep in the order in which it happened. Reading this, keep in mind that I’m a fokking shy girl, who isn’t very talkative, especially in class. It starts with the 2nd period, the first viel uit. =D

2nd period – Latijn. I got this smsje (txt message) during Latin. It was very much appreciated, especially because I was in the middle of translating of this long & difficult sentence and the lesson wasn’t exactly exiting or anything. Besides, I think the way I was addressed was kinda funny.

3rd period – German, nothing special, quite boring.

4th period – Studieles which we partly skipped to go the classes to promote Demun. Some kids paid respect, listened and asked questions, which I think is really cool of them. Some kids were kinda rude and acting stupid. I mean c’mon, we take the effort to tell y’all what MUN/Demun is and the least you can do is act normal (well, I guess that was normal for them), or if you don’t wanna listen just shut up. Don’t try to act funny, it’s kinda pathetic. And what’s up with the peer pressure? First be all interested and asking questions, but when you’re asked by a classmate if you’re going to sign up acting as if you’re too cool for it?

5th period – Math. No comment. -But by not eating for one day, you’re not anorexic..

6th period – tussenuur. Boring as hell. This guy from my class started to talk to Maxime on my msn. They enjoy doing that :S. He even asked if there was someone in my list he could start to uitschelden, just for the hell of it... Ok, I’ve gotta admit him talking to Maxime on my msn was kinda funny. Later in the tussenuur we were told we had to write the letter, a thing for Demun.. I have no problem with that, but asking the day before it must be handed in? Ok dats niet al te erg, just niet erg handig. But saying it was decided in the weekend (mmh, who did? cause I did not know :S) and we had to do it because they have done more classes (ut promoten in klassen dat is) just pissed me of. I mean, damn we asked several times if we could have an extra class because we wanted to do something. And with doing something I don’t mean writing a letter last minute. Miscommunication used to be fun as far as I know… apparently it isn’t always fun. Dit is niet om te zeiken ofzo, maar het wordt gewoon niet gewaardeerd, dat als je wil dat we iets doen, als het zo gevraagd/gebracht wordt.

7th period- French . I don’t like french anymore, we have to speak ~_~. Besides I was pissed about the letter thing. And why do some boys want so much attention? Why do they keep yelling through the class? If you want to be heard, if you want attention, goddamn join MUN and become a damn good debater. Oh and I gave this guy in my class a cd, so he could copy a program for me. I think this is really cool of him to do. Well at least as long as if it’s not a stupid joke. Yes I too often have this feeling the whole world is laughing about me behind my back. It’s not pleasant. (p!atd song starts playing in my head: it sure as hell aint normal, but we deal, we deal)

8th period- Biology. So the stof was getting more difficult, but at least it’s a more fun subject than french/german or most of the other subjects. This boy got kicked out of class. For the first time. The same boy, who was yelling during French. Damn that took the teachers long enough. He may not be the obvious onruststoker, but hij stook de klas wel op. Sommige other boys are just to stupid to react and get kicked out for that… The best thing about it was his big smile when he was walking back to the classroom though (I was walking towards the fietsenrekken). I have no clue why he smiled, but it was funny how he asked if it was a nice lesson. Ok he probably was just damn proud of himself because he got kicked out. But anyway, it’s kinda stupid to get kicked out of Bio, we do a hellovalot (mainly notes) every lesson. Oeh, it’s gonna be hard missing 2 out of 3 biolessons because of Lapptop every week :S. I’ll have to go to the hulphour now ~_~. This makes SFO very upset (think Chad-very-angry-speech-voice).

O.o long post… I’ll shut up now.
Ok Go heeft een nieuwe video. Do what you want (2nd edition :P). Die met de wallpapers. Ze hadden hem ook een stukje op de achtergrond gespeelt bij het concert ^o)

Quote of the day: "Domheid kun je niet bestreiden" - doofheid blijkbaar ook niet ~_~
just love that quote =D

This night, walk the dead


Oh what a beautiful day

This was fun to do, Im happy how some parts turned out but I still see things that can be improved.
Influences/inspiratie:
-Billy Talent - Red Flag
-the 1,5 hour of My Chemical Romance songs in my iTunes
-the video of C-mon & Kypski ft. Pete Philly - Make my Day
-stuff in/on my mind.

ok gtg now, i'll ad some music later

Stéphanie

My heart is like a beating drum

2 crappy phonephoto's. I'll upload all the stuff on my photobucket when I have the time. Ok Go concert was fun. They danced in their backyard, did some acoutische stuff and rocked met Here It Goes Again.. The support, The Girls, act was pretty good as well. Ze komen uit Drenthe, geweldig =D!

Ok can someone explain : "The purpose of life is to find your REAL little toe" to me? I really don't get it...

And where did JK go? Is he really just a joke? I was wondering what he'd had to say about the whats life all about post =P..

All I have to say for now is: I love the shower next to my room. <3.

short post, this is all (for now?)

Love,
Stéphanie

Did you ever see such a sight in your life

Sketch Dump.

Ok, I messed up most of the heads... but whatever, I never draw with pen anyway. 4 sketches from monday (a week ago, not yesterday) and a photoshop doodle cause I was so damn bored. OMG, it's the pink rabbit/beest turned blue!

You were expecting the story huh? It's still een work in progress.

Ik had vanacht een droom, alles wat ik herinner er van is dat we muizen aan het maken met bio(genetica) en ik vroeg me af of mijn grijze muis zwart emo haar (een kapsel jah, de rest was grijz) moest krijgen of japanese bleech (orange). 'T was wel grappig.

Ok, als er iemand is die de title aan de post kan linken vind ik het knap. Eigenlijk hoort er nog een 2e deel aan de titel als ik de lyrics zou volgen (een 2e deel wat wel veranderd zou worden), maar ik vond het zo beter. props @ degene die hem meteen snapt, zijn/haar brain is dan net zo messed up as mine =D.

gtg
Love
Stéphanie

gotta love these songs

"The (After) Life Of The Party"

Life is pointless. It really is. No, this is not the post similar to Maxime’s. We already know I don’t believe in god, this just is one of my other brilliant views on the world.
What is life all about? Practically food & sex. Survival and reproducing. Passing on the genes(who has read Kaas en de Evolutiotheory? After Ina Daman & Catcher in the Rye, I’m going to reread that book). So basically we live to reproduce. Oh nice to know. It makes the rest rather pointless, doesn’t it?
What is the point of living besides reproducing? There must be more to it than that. Is it a great romance, a true love, a soulmate that makes it all worth it? Is an epic journey, a great discovery/invention what we need to makes our lives worth to have? I don’t know, I haven’t tried, I haven’t lived, I haven’t died. The shittiest thing about those things is that you only have one shot, one chance, one life, which isn’t much if you are not sure what to do with your life, were to go, if you make the wrong decisions. Besides what is the point if you’re going to die anyway? Well it’s not the dying part what sucks, it’s that nothing of you’re life will be remembered. Unless you did something amazing, worth remembering. We all know the story of the great Achilles. We still remember him after about 3000 years. He sure used h the time he had on earth well. But nowadays, we don’t have heroes like Achilles, Hektor, Ajax, Heracles anymore. What do we have? Crazy ass rockstars, historical persons who did great or horrible things to mankind, someone with a story often described as a miracle ("yeah, omg, I should have died!"). Famous people won’t die in a way. They life in the memory of their lives. But I don’t think I’m going to be famous (my character wouldn’t agree with it =P).
Do we leave a diary, to be remembered? I know only about 2 (kan zo snel maar 2 verzinnen) diaries of deceased people, who are sort of famous in their own way (I mean the diaries). Those of Anne Frank and Kurt Cobain. I don’t think I’ll end up in a war or I’ll commit suicide. Mmmh, suicide, it is a way to go. Go out with a bang that is. People will wonder why, make drama about it. Don’t think I ever could though.
But is being remembered worth living? Is that the point of living? Because reproducing can’t be the reason. The world is overcrowded, so not all lives are exactly useful too mankind or the earth. Are we here to make this world a better place? Well, were doing a lousy job. What is a perfect world? What is Utopia? A little girl would say something like were all the birds sing and we all can be princes and princesses. A junkie would probably say a place were you can get free joints. There could not be a world were we all live happily together btw. It’s not in the nature of mankind. We’d start a fight, a battle, a war anyhow. Are we actually just animals living on this planet? A planet where we could incidentally evolve into this being with a fokking big brain and a conscience? Are we supposed not to think about stuff like this at all and just follow the rules of nature; live, reproduce and die? No that can’t be it, nature itself caused us to have these questions. So what is the reason we are here? Is there anybody with an answer other than 42?
Ok on the afterlife I have a very short comment. I think believing in the afterlife is kinda for the weak, who have a lousy life atm. Or those who don't know better, als in zo hebben ze het altijd geleerd. I don’t know what there is after life, but I don’t think we’ll get into some sort of heaven or hell. I think those are make believes for ppl with shitty lives to increase popularity in faith. But if you were to believe in reincarnation (not afterlife), what would your past lives look like? Funny remarks on what you were are of course welcome, but please try to give a serious answer as well.

Wow, goddamn long post. (ghehe, goddamn)

Love,
Stéphanie

Ps. The new fob vid is funny. I know happy tree friends could be labelled as disgusting/immature/gross/violent, but hey admit it, they can be death funny as well if you are in the right mood. The Killers have a new vid as well: Read My Mind. De Red Hot Chili Peppers ook: Desecration Smile

The Future Freaks Me Out (it actually does at times)
It is idd "Check it out I’m rocking steady, To the beat in my head"
en "This is my heart signing off" ipv this is my heart signing out (maar dat nmmr kon ik op radioblog en imeem niet vinden). Dus maar We Are Scientists - Selective Memory

Now we're falling apart to songs about hips and hearts

All these songs have a reason to be posted on 14 feb.





























Who needs words, when you have music?

more monkeys, more problems.

New photos (of me OMG)! yeah I needed a pic for facebook, and because I don't have a webcam/nice pics on my pc, I used my phone. It was such a myspace kind of thing to do. If you wanna comment on the pics, to it here aight? 3/4 from the new pics are from today, one is from last summer in france.

http://s132.photobucket.com/albums/q2/stoh/

I discovered yet again I am no poet. Too bad, I'll have to stick to drawing (not that my drawings are great, but they are way better than all the poetry I've written so far).

Ghehe, the title is a quote from the best emolyrics writer on earth (guess who). It has nothing to do with this post (well maybe with the pictures, als je hersenen zo fucked up kunnen denken als de mijne), I just liked the quote. 't heeft wel een wijsheid/waarheid in zich.
I was thinking about the title : "We're the new face of failure", but I'm not feeling that emo today. I totally agree with Amjad, "they're so emo punk" .

After that he called me: "YOU EMO PUNK GIRL:-O" . I gotta ask, am I really that emo?

gtg, now. Dinner is served :P

GRTZ,
Stéphanie

With the lights out its less dangerous


I felt like shit, could not sleep (cause of my idiotic bedtijd die ik normaal heb), and started to draw. This is what came out. Im not really tevreden, but it is tolerable.
The title is from Smells Like Teen Spirit, the first song played when I turned shuffle on. Could have used "I feel stupid and contagious" as well, I guess.

Ok, Im going to try to sleep again.
S.

I'm so damn bored I'm going blind

Pink+Rabbit= Pibbit

A pink rabbit.
Does anyone see the connection between the pic+the title(Im so..)?
3 Hints:
-YMCA song,
-the Ramones,
-only the beer is missing.

Love,
Stéphanie

Comment of the leader of SFO: "We will use this pibbit as a biological weapon against the nation of MMLG!"

Play in this order:










*edit* : shall i post the predictions we made about the mun group's future? most of you don't know them.., but there are a few funny ones

Bullet proof loneliness

I'm going to start my posts with lyric quotes for a while. This is the 2nd FOB quote.

What have I learned today?

• Allstars and snow aren't a great combination, neither are Vans and snow
• Always be very polite to certain teachers
• If it is going to snow, don't leave home without a scarf (or gloves)
• Do not go emo when you have french all alone
• How to make a hellingsfunctie thing on your GR (omg i asked a teacher for help)
• It sucks when Maxime decides to take sneeuwvrij en zij wel 3 uur kan skippen

"My room's a mess and I can't get dressed.
I gotta be out by eight o'clock.
Deep inside I know the answer.
Well there's no time like the present
And I'd like to hang out but who doesn't.
I've made enough mistakes for this lifetime.
Now I'm here to make amends."

Heeft iemand het nummer Start Today gehoord? Tis een cover voor een skatespel door FOB ( voor tony hawks wasteland of zo iets als dat), origineel by Gorilla Biscuits. Somehow hoor ik dit deel v/d text beter dn de rest.

Love,
Stéphanie

"i need another mun conference/gig. school is so bad/saai/messed up atm" oh, school is making me sooo emo right now. Maybe zou ik meer dingen moetn gaan doen, tegen verveling. Maar wat, en hoe te beginnen?

You are the dreamer and we I am the dream.

Yay, 50th post, the too maniest this week.
Infinity On High arrived. My crazy fobsession finally has some new stuff to be obsessed about. Thanks for the Memories is playing atm, and I love it.

Just read lotte's blog, http://secretbloggirl.blogspot.com/, and damn, I wish I could write like that.Props at her (i just learned that word :P).
I wish I could write like fob.
Damn I whish I could write.
I wanna be able to write about my feelings as good as Lotte, I wanna be able to write funny like Maxime, I wanne be able to write in such good english as Nienke&Emilie.
Mmmh, maybe I should forget about that all and just be me? Write my own crappy stuff. And damnwell be happy with it because it's my own shit?

Anyway, do you sometimes wake up in the morning and try to remember the dream you just had? You know who was in it, or you almost remember, but there is this big black hole in your memorie?
This morning I had a dream.
It started at school (in all its wrakkige en verbouwingpuinhoopige glorie).
There was this MUN guy, who was to become a RLWstudent.
He wore a tie, but no mun clothes. ¬_¬
Then we walked towards the C (maxime and I, the dude was all gone), but its was all different from the normal situation.
Then we found Ben sitting on a fence.
He walked with us to get something from the B.
Then we walked back to sit on a grasveldje, in front of C06.
It did not make sense what so ever.
My interpertation:
The MUNguy is cause of DEMUN. We were going to have a mun meating, and discuss/prepare DEMUN, demun has been on my mind lately. The tie probably was cause guys in suits can look so hot, don't ask. The difference in the school scenery has to do with the quick progress of the bouw van onze school. JK came back yesterday, maybe that has something to do with Ben in my dream. Not that I really think JK is Ben, Ben wouldnt write stuff like that.

Ok gottago, still have to make my homework oh joy.

Love,
_Stéphanie

2 pictures i took with my phone. srry for the bad kwaliteit, cker in de 2nd pic, but it was raining and I was cycling. First pic was cause im bored, 2nd is the street where i live, actually made the pic too show some guy in israel. israel might be damn hot, but snow+rain+cold isnt fun either..

2 sketches i made yesterday. The best one is actually the portrait, which i didnt upload cause my scanner killed it. papier+charcoal

School sucks.

Today I felt like crap at school. I have last van m'n keel and a serious achterstand of sleep(door damn goeie msn gesprekken over helemaal niks :P). So viva la coffeemachine at school, it has nespressochoc or however its called and its hot+it tastes okay. It snowed today, which didnt make my day any better. We had this tussenuur (a free period) and we decided to go to my place out of pure boredom. Ofcourse when we had to cycle back to school (we hadden alleen nog frans&bio:( ) it started to snow (it was half regen). It was the schittiest snow i've ever seen. It's wet and doesnt make good snowballs. We arrived at school completely soaked+frozen, it sucked.

JK is back! I just started think his name meant Just Kidding, or he was just one of NSPs personalities, but he returned! Jk, im glad you're back and do you have, like NSP, msn?

ok, gotta make my tons of homework now.

love
Stéphanie (aka Stupid Fuck/LazyBum)

Yay, another random blogpost

I have way too much hw(due thimun) and a hockeymatch today, and in heb in geen van beide egt zin. Te lui om in het engels te typen, don't blame me, het zou dus wel pretty dunglishig worden dit keer. Because I'm kinda bored, komt er nu een shitty verhaalding, 1 v/d interessantste gebeurtenissen uit dit weekend.

Michiel, ma little bro (aka Giel, pannekoek,ettertje), moest een prullebak naar boven brengen, wat hij niet wou. Dit veroorzaakte het volgende gesprek:
Mi: Jah, ik breng die godvergeten prullebak egt niet naar boven!
Step: Michiel toch, god is die prullebak echt niet vergeten hoor. Sterker nog hij is met de prullenbak, hij is in de prullenbak.
Pap: wat, zit god in de prullebak?
Mam: wat is er aan de hand? (ze kwam net naar boven gelopen)
Pap: god zit in de prullebak
Mam: leeg hem dan ff.

Toen ik het aan emilie uitlegde werd ik voor heiden uitgemaakt :P. Not sure if emilie does or doesnot believe in god, btw.I'll ask her binnenkort.
So now I've wasted my time on blogspot and have not gedacht aan wiskunde voor een paar fijne minuten.
Ik ben trouwens met een tekening(in PS) bezig. 't neemt alleen vrij veel tijd. Ik heb tot nu toe een oog, een neus en een stuk kin gedaan. Wow, de Lazy Fuck/Stupid Bum doet weer eens iets :P

Laatz,
Stéphanie


Loving: music+anijssnoepjes met orange smaak+ the great msn conversations met de Israeli
Hating: my amount of hw
Reading: Hornblower (maxime, hou je in met je commetaar)
Listening: Billy Talent - Red Flag


The Hush Sound - Wine Red => I love this track, just love it. Just like the Lions Roar and Don't Wake Me UP
Gym Class Heroes - Scandalous Scholastics => before everyone had heard Cupids Chokehold, luisterde ik al lang naar de GCH. tis 1 v/d tracks van hun nieuwste cd, As cruel as school Children. Althought classified as HipHop/Rap I love it.
Cobra Starship - The Church of Hot Addiction => 2e nmmr dat ik van CS hoorde, hierdoor heb ik meer nmmrs van hen gedownload. Ze hebben best wel wat leuke nmmrs
Fall Out Boy - What's This? => Een cover door Fob, uit all time fav emo-movie The Nightmere Before Christmas.. Jack Skeleton vind Christmas town en begint natuurlijk meteen te zingen.. (logish, altijd het eerste wat je doet als je een nieuw land ondekt. Disney Pocahontas film pops up in my mind)